Unwritten: July 2008

second day without you

>> Friday 25 July 2008

will you stay in dreaming
and let me kiss your soul
untouched

will you smile in sleeping
carrying lullaby of neverending charm

awaken by dews dropped in your eyes
caressed by rainfalls
dancing and singing upon your skin

sunlight wave your hair with prances
waving by the beamlight
sparkling as the wind blows

the scent of morning
the flesh of breeze

fell endearing to hug you slowly
far away imagining
drowsy

with the tender cloudy grey skies

it's second day without you
why do I feel something is missing
..........

one day without my man

Am I blue without songs
Or muted without words

shall barely stand upon you
then squinted merely to your empty places

the sight just glances
left your murmuring shade unexplained

I said unspoken words
to the mirror that sealed it lips

told all undelivered letters
by my threatening hollows

written by times and prays
by wit for the falling stars
and void

for a day without a dream

Lelakiku

I met an angel ...............
where I see blue skies in his eyes
undetermined speech inside.....
I thought I didnt believe it....

I met an angel
and thus I believe it

dear angel
why do people demand to be understood
but never want to be understand

the night of the long dance

>> Friday 11 July 2008

nights of the long dance
....................
when you n I flies
when butterflies bounced in our hearts
has swifted and dissapears

for glory of gold and sweets
taken out your frail soul
................................
delicate and slowly
inside the veil of the fairy dusts
then my heart become bruised

aku

pagi ini aku melihatmu termenung
silau di belaian matahari
aku melihatmu merenung
terlelap dalam dingin sepoi sepoi
angin yang berjatuhan terjaring daunan pagi

barusan aku titipkan
ke biru langit
buat mengecupmu
hangat di kening

ada aku disana
melihatmu tersenyum
memandangmu di kejauhan
merasakan kerinduanmu buat jiwaku

aku adalah suram dalam cahayamu
tapi pelita di kebutaanmu

aku adalah embun
yang menyentuhmu lembut saat pagi habis hujan
aku aroma rumput yang menyelimutimu di tiap derainya

aku melihatmu menapak
dan jejak jejakmu berbekas lembut di lumpur pagi
di kota mungil tempat jiwamu menemukanku
saat kau merasakanku di setiap sudut kota

di sini cuma angin yang membawa sisa sisa nafasku
cuma kosong saat hadirku kian tak tergantikan

dan masa adalah ruang yang menarikmu dari kehampaan
dekati perih dan sakit saat waktu tak bisa kembali

cuman hati yang kian bisu
kerinduanmu yang kelelahan
air mata yang terbuai senyuman

lambat laun tak kian pudar
kenapa harus menantiku
aku sudah tidak kembali..

yang ditinggal di relung kosong
di dalam engkau

cuma kenangan....
cuma lembaran usang dibekukan waktu
sekotak hati yang kuberikan buat mu

tidak seindah batu keemasan yang selalu kau puja
tapi jauh lebih indah dari lukisan Tuhan yang dibingkai cakrawala

tidak selembut helaian sutra yang kau puja
tapi cukup lembut menyentuh hati dan jiwa ragamu

tidak sekuat baja ditempa panas dan hujan bertahun tahun
namun cukup kuat mengisi tiap jengkal yang tersisa di sudut jiwamu
saat kau jatuh
saat kau tertawa
dan saat kau terlupa..
dan saat kau sendirian..

dan aku sudah terbang jauh bahkan di mimpimu
ingin segera lepas dari untaian benang merahmu
dari genggamanmu
dari masa lalumu
cita citamu
dan hidupmu..

sebuah Nama

ada satu nama yang tidak mau pergi
biar waktu sudah panjang mengukur kehidupan

ada nama tak kunjung pergi
biar jutaan kedamaian menjengukku satu satu

di setiap ketukan langkahku
di setiap bayangan yang terseret
dan nafas yang berhembus

suara itu berbisik di untaian waktu
tidak berhenti
tidak tersimpul

dan semua mimpi yang tersurat
semua nanyian yang tertulis

ada di helai namamu
dengan atau tanpamu

daydreaming about the past . . . .

my midsummer dream
my shinning twillight

the words just tipped
the heart just melted

for goodnight dream
and fairy tale awaken

may not a sparkle
but shine on inside

my little star
my shinning sun

only with you
i say I do
then my life last more
than fate that has just written

im callin the sunshine

sunshine
sunshine

take me with you
take me far , loose my wings

sunshine
sunshine

fly me with you
away away

see me beyond the clouds and wind
let me feel the dip of wine and cherish of yours
bring me the life that never sleep
lift me the air that never gripe

sunshine
sunshine

where will I go without you

anyone want to teach me?

teach me

how to make my day better

by smiling

teach me

how to make my world better

by dreaming

teach me

how to make my life better

by believing

teach me

how to cope the life ahead

by learning

teach me

that the world contain more than just me

by showing.

aku rese'

saat jantungmu berdetak lebih kencang

dan kekalutan seperti tidak mau pergi

ada sesak dalam diri yang aku tidak tahu asalnya

menyuruhku terus terusan untuk menghilangkan nyawaku

ada apa dengan jiwaku

Love confesssion

To fall in love with You

I can feel no doubt

To fall in love with You

is feeling you inside

I hear the owl screaming

bearing the chill from my broken wings

stabbing my bones

while suddenly I lay on my lips

pray me O' Lord

for I long for Your love

tried to bear all this miss

everytime I close my eyes

and sing with the rythm of my heart

I need to feel You

like the air that I breathe

more than life and all spaces underneath

A lust to feel You

even closer than my pulse

united within the blood

harder than my heartbeat

hold me when I freeze in winter

chill me when I'm bruised by the summer

say U'll guide me

while I dream and awake

inside dreamt and realm

let me feel you closer

a love confide in my soul

a faith to give desperately

And if Only roses were I

U'll be the ground where I grow

and if my living were yours

dont let the death

take my love away.......

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dedicated to my religion and GOD hahaha, cukup menipu eh ???
cuman buat Tuhan tu bisa bikin tulisan kaya ginihhhhh

I' m broken

>> Thursday 10 July 2008

I lay and listen....
way down beneath the human
..........................
your lively and living souls

I shudder only to feels
that night has flapped his wings
unnoticedly walk in silence
here inside....
stays inside...
where the untammed song keep bleed inside
..........................
I can barely heard the tears
i can barely linger to feels

where I see heaven
told unspoken beneath lies and truth
the anger of my adolescene youth
.....................
dear Lord
why does it wounded only to have a one man thought

it said only on myth
It echoes scattered in unhealing wound
for living fairy tales stands only in dreams

still I know you were there for real
condemned lust glint fairly in me

I cant stop falling
My heart couldnt stop wishing
nor in existence
nor mortality

I lay and listen
way down beneath the living souls...
.............................

olden fairy sang me a song
a hymn from the very century
beyond the fate i have made written
under the grass where they grow innocently dreary

I just lay there
in silence where my soul bear the lost of your sight

Tuhan ku

beri tahu aku kenapa
bibir ini tidak berhenti memanggil namamu

mata ini
tidak bisa lepas dari sosokmu

dan titianku
penantianku
putus di hempas kehidupan panjang

nafas ini
tidak lepas dari detak jantungmu
kudengar saat detik berjalan
tiap angin berkelana
dan tiap hujan mendekam

aku sudah jauh didekap waktu
mengejar matahari yang tidak pernah tenggelam

kekasih waktu yang terus meredup
tidak mati
tidak mati

diredupkan kisah, disurutkan lamunan
dan masih hidup disini

tidak mati
tidak mati

dan aku tunduk diatas dua lututku

lihatlah aku
maafkan aku
cintai aku

tolong jaga aku

dan tetap bersamaku
meski dunia meninggalkan aku sendirian

a love song

you have found me a song
i never thougt i sing it all my life

If I could reach up and hold a star
for every time you've made me smile,
the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand.

hello angel

dear angel,
this window is blurry by the winter's breath
the rain has stopped
and dews falls slowly stepped

in moisty air..
in wondering myth
in more than a century that story
has written and carved

dear angel,
i close my eyes
can i feel your breath in my barely neck
in cold old stones
licked by raindrops...

hugged by chill breeze...
a beauty i can never let go

dear angel,
your eyes can never tell me to further
your scent that cannever leave
the strength when i close my eyes

and feel your heartbeat from the distance
in my blood
stomped cheerfully

in you
in you
in you

- - - - - - d 3 T 1 k - - - - - - -

detik

.....

aku mendengarnya berdetak
saat malam kian lelap
saat angin lelah bertiup

dan semua bisu
bisu

dihampiri langkah langkah waktu
terbata bata

...
aku bahkan tak mengenalnya datang
saat terik hinggap diatas kepalaku

dan keriuhan membelitku lengah
membiarkan dia terus berjalan
tidak terlihat
tidak dikenali

entah kapan sontak ia berhenti
diam lagi tiada bergerak
dia bilang namanya masa
dan saat itu sudah tak jalan lagi bersamaku

well... how can you tell

how can you tell that you in love with someone

is it when you feel sad and alone and what you can recall is just his face

is it when you cry when he said he doesnt want to talk to you anymore

is it when you sat alone and watching the moon
and realizing that you feel empty by letting him go

is it when you feel lonely among crowd cause you dont know how to get to him

or is it when you smile only to see him smile
and sad deeply inside when you see him look so depressed

how can you tell yourself that youre in love with someone

will you tell me im in love with someone
that if you would do anything to make him happy and alive

eventhough you have to keep your distance from him?
if that what he wanted to.

and bade him goodbye to gain happiness without you.

ode for my heart

Bring me the star and let it shine
couldnt broke my promise
that it aint no brighter than you

furr of blanket to tuck me asleep
couldn't be warmer than your arms

if you leave
please let me stay inside and dreaming
promise never woke up nor open the eye

if you leave
let my heartbeat go ceased
and fell into the pole

cause when you leave
the universe is none but an empty sky

========= HOME ==============

you are my home
though you fail or thrive
as long as you stopped my feet to roam

you are my soul
saving me stranded and fold
this windy and cold
fortune or broke

with you i found place
I quit many races
all serenity came in dressed
you are rain and sunshines

in us i found a place
like all hope became truer
many sins that are forgotten
more forgiving
recognizing

i dont mind the world that lies
or us that sleep among skies and grass
as long as it is us

with you i know I came home
more share more comprehend
all strength never knew we have
faith never knew i believe

i took my parade and lost among crowds
i took a long walk and exhausted without feet

please tell me you wait and open the door
never let me stand longer on the floor
cause i wanna go home
i just wanna go home

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