Dear GOD

Dear God,

didnt mean to interrupt you,
in your hassle times and minutes,
in your hasty hours and timeline

i kind of dissapointed..
for my thrown dreams, exiled by a good friend i thought he was
exclude by the flock i thought i'm in it

i dont like being unwanted... though it could be a harsh word he only said...
though i could be a joke he threw to make me laugh

but i'm not in my day yet......
let the silence said how angry i am.

Dear God,
i'm kind of very thankfull
for everything i got that you gave me
despites all the pain i still feel from the past..
and still encountered these days ........


dear GOD,
i'm kind a bit dizzy.
for not knowing what the hell that i want.

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... lost love ...

a friend
is love without wings....

a life without mourn...

and a place where you can place your heart
and you know you will never loose it


still couldt figure out the phrase above,
but when it comes to a words friends....


i guess i know almost all about it..

one of my story recently n i'll tell you a bit of it........
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my friend lost her love recent days

she left and find her own beauty and living
i guess its good for her,
dont really know her ex, dont really pay attention,
cause everyone has their own battles.

but i do care for her,
specially cause she is my gal
ones that do not deserve to be hurted.

he might done many things to here
and she stays in her agony and deepest mourn

but i guess GOd have plans for everybody
and everything happen for a reason

so

i need to say something to her
that whatever reasons God made for her

It will be the best ever....


...................................... =p

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...cest la vie....

.nite..nite..nite..nite..
R u listening..??
am I whispering... or do I nothing than what i thought i were...

right now, I got my eyes on my notebook
trying to hear nothing but patrick fiori "que tu revienne ", struggling not to think
about working , jobs, duties which sound bizzare n utterly stressing
...( though i consider it as some terrible exctasy...)

I thought i heard some voices rite now, but i guess i'm just gazing..
contemplating, n try to get rid of my desk mate who cant get his eyes off my writing

while he just got some new buddies on friendster, and talk by himself.

and another one stays silence in his own uncomprehended worlds, doing zipped..unzipped..zipped.. and again and again....

...dear life..what did i do 3 years before now, never thought that tonight i'm heading some wonderful writing ( hehe my own ) and my two crazy fun mates...

though once i thought life is unfair...
by taking all my pieces unwrapped... loosing my breath, loosing myself n loosing all ambitious moody of living...

but still...
i got chance to meet these guyz, and you too... and another old crunchy mates...

=p
yet i change my life

from a dreary abandoned kitten on street to the local savoir faire kitten

heheheheheh
odd... mais cest la vie mon ami

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