my rusty soul

I kill myself early on midday
then begin to shattered when sun loosing its ray

It's my own shadow refuse to leave thus remain
to taste a life ahead i might waste in vain

Dear mother, i will reborn again for dawn
you said my spirit stay and wait to be crowned

will i grow as trees that always feel the world in glow
or just a dry seed that never will grow

Please say my name in a different word
let me remember to be my own lord

nothing in this world will make me cease
as i will live again in peace